Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I don't know why the guys in 31/06 always say I'm their "Lovegod". But whatever the reason, I think they seem to be toying wif my feelings.Sometime last week we were playing truth or dare in the canteen. Then the rest of the guys keep sabotaging me. So I had to approach a girl whom I did not recognise at all and say hi. (For privacy reasons, I shall not reveal her name) Well, eventually after like 20 mins I finally plucked up the courage to say hi to her. Haiz. Damn embarrassing de la. That was how we knew each other, though.This isn't the end of story, of course. Throughout the next few days the other guys keep telling me about the good points of the girl. I didn't really believe them, but didn't hav a choice to disagree about wat they said. Some acts that caught the girl's surprise were, for instance, giving my hp number to her yesterday, and this morning, where I bought her a H2O drink.Then the moment of falling from grace. Tis afternoon after PE lesson, one of the guys showed me a msg from the girl, saying that she feels that I'm weird weird de. That's okay still. But when she said "he thinks I like him too", I was momentarily stunned. Well, not that I expect her to have feelings for me, but the fact is, the guys from my class were behind all these, and not me personally. I don't blame her at all though. If another girl goes through all these, I think her response will be somewhat similar. This is veri much comparable to stalking, but I'm forced into doing these acts. =xHope the girl (whom I still won't name) can understand that what I did for the past few days is jus out of sincerity and nothing else. I'm not trying to win ur heart, but rather, I jus hope that both of us can get along as ordinary friends. Here, I sincerely apologise to u for causing u so much inconvenience, and hope we can still keep in touch.
those memories. 17:44