prelims might have passed , but i still don't feel happy one bit .
i dread getting back the results (though it's inevitable) .
which i know for sure will be horrendous .
but i hope i still can pass geog , physics and gp .
somebody help grant my wish please ? =/

as for econs and maths , there's no turning back .
only managed 25/75 for econs essay paper .
and i'm expecting case study to be even worse .
like 15/60 or lesser .
and based on the questions that had been discussed for maths yesterday , i'm almost certain that my strongest forte , statistics questions , is collapsing as well .
like 80% of the answers were different from what i'd done .
not to mention that i'm still struggling with pure maths .
sian .
i will have to put in 500% or more effort in practising maths questions if i even want to achieve a pass grade at the 'A's , and perhaps 1000% for econs .
no exaggeration there cos things look really really bleak at this point .

i think i'll stop going bunk after 12 oct , the day of our farewell assembly .
from the day after i'll also be MIA from all online games until the last day of the 'A's , 20 nov .
wait .
complete abstinence from gaming for 38 whole days ?
sounds hard for me but it's worth the sacrifice .
after which i'll have to pray that i wouldn't be enlisted into NS so early .
rumour has it that pre-enlistees who failed NAPFA may be enlisted as early as mid-december .
please don't let that happen to me .
i just wanna chiong maple and audi for as much as i can imagine after my last paper .
poor fitness also not important le .
cos many things will change in two years' time .
who knows , maple and audi may start to decline during this period and i'd lose contact with all my online buddies .
wouldn't that be saddening ?

okay .
enough of my emo talk .
my current status in games :
MIA from maple till 20 nov . maple buddies , don't miss me yeah ?
on the other hand i still play audi whenever i go to bunk or just feel like playing .
just a quick correction -> 8-key modes can be played on the laptop by pressing down the Fn key . (:
but occasional lags from my laptop are frustrating .
especially when i'd pressed down all the keys for the finish move , only for the system to hang for like 2 seconds as i press the Ctrl key .
and the next thing i know , i had missed the move altogether . -.-

i won't be going bunk today .
run out of money after splurging over $28 the past three days there .
oh and btw i ain't a member so i end up having to pay more .
i'm gonna stick out at home and practise some maths questions from the past prelim papers .
then at night i'll be joining my friends for some buffet thingy at serangoon garden .
pictures of the event will be shared here if possible .

alrighty .
currently in school now .
lessons already ended an hour ago .
now waiting for 12.15 to come before i return home and study .
but before i go , here's another reminder to myself .
that i must put in conscientious effort into studies NOW before it's too late and i get a lousy 'A's cert that would get me nowhere in society .


prelims resumed today after a week-long hiatus .
and well , what a bad way to resume the exams .

today was math paper 1 .
there were thirteen questions in all .
and the first five questions actually gave me hope lor .
but once again , that turned out to be false hope again .
as from the eighth question it all went downhill .
haiz .
which means i'll have to rely on statistics questions in paper 2 (this coming fri) to help prop up my grades a little .

for now , i shall worry about econs .
half of the hurdle has already been cleared .
the essay component wasn't as tough as initially thought .
i was able to complete two micro questions and part of the macro question on the multiplier , although i wished my time management had been better .
next up tmr : case study .
sian diao .
two case studies in 135 minutes is nothing short of a nightmare .
but i shall just try my best as i've commented umpteen times before .
okay .
i go study econs le .
once again , wish me good luck for the remaining papers ~


this video was recorded on 4th sept .
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albeit only on the third and final attempt . >.<

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