haiz. these dayz i've been findin it reali diff 2 focus on every single lesson. even math. frankly speakin, the teachers r wonderful. buden again, like 1 of my PE teachers said: ur physically here but the soul is driftin away 2 a faraway place. been thinkin abt hw much i'd hv lvl in maple or pangya had i not attended sch. thinkin abt y time is slowin down 2 a crawl. n thinkin abt y the workload neva seems 2 clear at all. more precisely, u can say i'm just daydreamin thru the lessons, unless u give me somethin to do. then mayb i'll be able to concentrate. oh well. the passion i once hv abt studies is alr evaporated in mid-air. the standards are reali high here and it'll be a tall order 2 catch up wif wad u hv missed. plus the reality of life. rejection. the PI draft, which i chiong on the night of deadline, was, (self-confessed) a disaster of the 1st magnitude. simply couldn't get the ideas flowin. it was no wonder that the draft onli managed AE (approachin expectations), the lowest band possible. workin last minute just didn't do the trick. haiz. reali concerned wif lotsa stuff, apart from math tutorial, which shld be a breeze, the geog presentation n geog test tmr. several GP assignments tat hv 2 be done by thurs. good fri is a holiday. so? there's xinmin sec's homecoming the day aft. not to forget re-doing the PI, and AJ's family day is on the followin sat. sian. y is the agenda 4 a fortnight alr so packed. reali need more rest in the form of com games. but time doesn't permit me to do so. u can say tat i'm gettin more n more xin1 hui1 yi4 leng3 abt wad's happenin ard me nowadays. fine. the fact is, i dun reali care much either. i just wana get on wif my life. my friends are an invaluable resource. but i hv problems getting along wif some of them. yups. u heard me. some. but since the nxt 2 yrs will be spent wif tis same grp of ppl, i guess i shld start socialising liao. okie, i need to go for physics lecture on forces le. tata~