when i took a quick glimpse at my notebook just now, i couldn't help but shudder. there are assignments for almost every subject except physics. and tomorrow, there's the geog test which i think i will fail badly. not that i have low self-esteem or haven't been studying lately. but nothing i study seems to get into my head. went to that same old place yesterday. to resume training of my inactive maplestory character. for four long hours. to be honest, i'm still in struggle now to sort my priorities right. and playing for four hours in one stretch doesn't help matters. my mind isn't focused, my soul isn't focused. nothing about me is. the quest to get out of this rut and move on continues. but time is running out......