once again, i lost control for the second time in two days.
last night, i was angry with my relatives' kids.
cos i just couldn't stand how they're being spoilt.
i know, this reason has little basis.
but i wasn't in the best of moods anyway.
if you've followed my story closely, you should know that i'm still recovering from another emotional outburst in school two days ago.
so i shouted at them with a deafening pitch.
followed by my parents too.

my emotional state now is so unstable, even the most trivial thing i feel unhappy about, i won't hesitate to make it loud and clear.
but to visit the institute of mental health? no thanks.
i know very well that this year is very crucial.
parents, teachers, relatives.. all telling me the same thing.
and if i break down now, all my efforts would be wasted.
just leave me alone and i'll fully recover in due course.

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therefore, i went to school today in a rather downcast mood.
but not for long.
first period, got back math common test.
and i passed.
18/32 (:
still need to put in more effort though.
after all, complacency kills, big-time.

continued with the video worksheet during GP.
then each group was assigned one article and had to prepare a three-minute speech with supporting evidence from the article.
and i was unanimously elected the speaker for my group.
dots.
at least let others have a chance too. =/

geog tutorial.. another DRQ.
global distribution of hurricanes.
nothing out of the ordinary.

fast forward to present.
physics tutorial today couldn't be pushed forward.
since our tutor had meeting which will continue beyond 1.15 pm.
which meant that the three-hour break remained.
oh wells.
doesn't matter.
after lessons i'm involved in ava support for CNY rehearsal anyway.
which almost certainly will end quite late.

the service-learning trip is now on saturdays for me.
so tmr have to wake up early.
if not cannot reach queenstown by 9 am.
sian ar.

okays.
gotta continue my superposition tutorial now.
byebye~

total blogging time today: 47 minutes.

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