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Friday, May 25, 2007

happy and relieved.
cuz term 2 is finally over.
but this june hols will be hectic still.
wanna know the details?
refer to the list on the sidebar.
it's lengthy (therefore not worth mentioning here).

i'm involved in filming for ABCDE camps tmr.
for the uninitiated, ABCDE = alpha bravo camp and delta experience.
in short, leadership camps.
from 6.45am to 12 noon.
6.45am leh!
that means i've to wake up by like 5.45? >.<
zzz.
the campers are going to labrador adventure centre.
i was there for my sec 2 adventure camp.
so that place really brings me loads of memories.
wonder how my fellow bunkers back then are doing now.
anyway, back to the main topic.
i guess filming at the outdoors is better than sitting infront of my computer for who knows how many hours.
plus the filming is only half day.
so there's still lots of time for mapling i suppose.
i wanted to chiong from tmr morning at coolies but oh well.
make it sunday morning then (:

term 2 was quite a horrid period for me.
even without my comp, i still slacked alot.
never handed in homework on time, etc.
then when it was fixed in late april, things got even worse.
would think of games everyday upon reaching home.
and as expected, my test grades began to suffer. =.=
i should have scored minimum 20/30 for math common test.
but i completely drew a blank for vectors and only got a 17.
was also lagging behind constantly for GP assignments.
as procrastination continues to take its toll.

still, it's no cause for alarm.
my philosophy is such that studying 24/7 kills.
and i don't wish to become another victim of the mugger culture.
then again, playing too much isn't good either.
i'm well aware of the negative impacts of gaming addiction.
therefore, i will follow my study timetable as much as possible.
(maybe 80% of it?)
and the remainder goes to leisure.
which encompasses gaming, and not to forget......

EXERCISE.

yup.
the fact is, i've been putting on weight since the start of the year.
from 68kg in jan to 71.5 now.
something has to be done during the hols man.
the 6 sessions of NAPFA remedials are only the tip of the iceberg.
self-training is equally important, if not more.
but i won't go to the extent of creating an exercise regime.
i will just exercise when i feel like doing it.
anyway, i think my pull-up is really hopeless liao.
been training with two other guys from 28/06 since last fortnight.
they train everyday while for me, is at least once every two days.
(sometimes i might reach school too late to be able to join them)

but until today, i still cant do a single proper pull-up!
sadded lor.
then my parents would say things like "see la, sec school never go train, then now cannot do is nothing but serve you right. hahaha".
sian 1/2.
it's like super demoralising can.
but i'll never give up.
by end of july i must be able to do at least three.
okay okay, i know that sounds very ambitious.
but with perseverance and determination, i believe that's achievable.

and speaking of perseverance and determination.
i have yet to have any idea of what to write for my personal qualities.
under the school graduation certificate.
it's actually like a testimonial, but the relevant ministry just wanted to make the name sound less mundane i suppose.
i've more or less forgotten what i have done over the past 1.5 years.
or is it the case of me not contributing anything at all?
i might need a miracle in order to have something to write about.

okay.
it's the end of today's rantings.
gtg back and have an early sleep for tmr =.=

total blogging time today: 36 minutes.

those memories. 17:02